Wednesday 26 February 2014

todays another day

Well hello world, i ain't got a clue if anyone has been wondering where my next blog is? but here it is.
 Had a weird bit of time really since last time, still clean 'n' sober, 13 months now? how did that happen?meetings and support i guess and a year in residential rehab, eternially grateful for the addicts that got clean before me. Still struggling with insane addict thinking and plotting my next use up?
 Had a weird one today tho, i did a drug awareness course and passed it.
 So after 35 yrs of drinking and 29 yrs of drug taking i have got certificate telling the world that i am drink and drug aware?
 Do they not know my history of substance abuse?
 It felt weird tho being in a room full of profesionals and being part of it all instead of being analyzed by them.
 I did try and suceeded in not letting anyone know that i was in recovery, not due to shame either, if anything i am proud of my recovery 'cos it aint been easy.
Still it's been a good day and i'll write more later, so good nite or good morning and more to follow. x

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